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However, despite how much I talk it through, it doesn't seem to help my paranoid thoughts from stopping, and I find myself leaving work with my brain running through a list of things I haven't done, and then I panic about them, I think I'm going to have to go and see my GP, and see of he knows of anything I can do to help, but I'm glad that I'm not alone with these thoughts, so thank you for your own stories.
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There are parts in my house that may not have a light on and I can't go in them because I'm terrified someones watching me and will kill me or hurt me. Chuck, UK Looking for date for costume party live music currently in my living room and i keep hearing foot steps from the kitchen i walked in i keep the door locked its open and unlocked i thought omg someones in my house and i hear things then i think maybe me brother just came in threw there then i think but how would he get in its locked and my mind jumps from onw thought to another the best thing you can do is face it i walked all over my house it was hard cause i was sure there was someone in my house but im alive and i made it threw the night so my advice is just face it no matter what you know its in ur head.
I'm always freaking out now that someone is going to kill me and I'm too afraid to check. Also,unlike most peoples experiences,I can't check under the bed or in the wardrobe,cause if the attackers are in there,they will kill me. However, I know that they are just in my head and that calms me down. By Uni I was starting to do drugs because I was depressed alot and seemed to have really disturbing anxieties about basically everyone.
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This will shift the dynamic and either force change or make the dysfunction all the more glaring — and easier to walk away from.
I had been depressed unrelated for a couple of years prior to this. All the ladies I loved are dead.
Every nice compliment or comment I get given I take it as sarcasm, or I think the person will go away and laugh at me behind my back. After Lily fainted, we used smelling salts to bring her around. Thats stupid!
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He loves being near you, loves listening to your voice and even loves the smell of your stinky socks. I fear it is when our backs will be turned and as soon as the minister says, "until death do you sometikes, we will be shot and killed. It is a breath of fresh air to know that I am not alone and that im not a freak and that other people out there have the same debilitating thoughts. As in this website could all be planned.
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For me, the paranoia is a deep seated sense that they hate me. The more you fantasise about what could be, the more the reality is embellished and changed into something reasonable. Your dog.
He would constantly downplay my workload for that night, hoping I would not do important work, so when the boss came in the next morning he would be annoyed and eventually aroynd me. Whenever I read about a terrible crime, I think "how do I know he wouldn't do that?
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Recently, I have been getting the feeling that someone is following me when I'm out in public. I become highly suspicious of people and think someone may have it in for me. I am okay with public speaking and things like that I am able to tell myself that this is a mental disability and that as powerful as the feeling is, I must not give in to Tske because it is not real.